Heroes

So there's been alot of change's in my life...good and bad. i'm employed, Administrative assistant at a construction company and soon to be collaborating with archivisions meaning i'm getting promoted (hopefully)  or so i've been told. Awesome. It's a great chance for me to gain more experience. I get new duties and new everything. Co workers and other big bosses treat me differently becuase my aunt is president...or vice president w/e but secretly she's president just no one knows it i don't wanna get into that. My aunt and i handle it very professionally, during office hours we are strictly employee/boss i even call her by her first name...it seemed kinda disrespecful at first by hey were in a professional environment i can't possibly call her aunty everytime i see her (that would be embarassing for her) not me. lols. I met a few co workers..okay just one and we've been getting along great. she's funny, outgoing, and funny....sure she's kinda older then me by like 10 years but who said's we can't be friend's. She's like a older sister to me. Beside's i had older friends before like ray who's age is still unknown.

So i pretty much lost all my friends, ALL OF MY 2 to 5 WHOLE FRIENDS. lols. Over something stupid but not stupid at the same time. Yes it was stupid..but it was something that tackled me hard and opened my eyes and made me realize  how people really are and learned that we aren't compatible at all. It was to the point where apolopgizing was futile, u can't make two people that don't get along naturally get along like...water and fire...come on! they can't hang out! but yea i guess i was really sad but i moved on. With mazen away... i had no choice but to hang out with other friends of mine i haven't hung out with in a while. I got invited to six flags with george yamille dukie gianna and elvin and it was awesome but i really wanted to go with wendy and eric it would've been 10x as better. We went on the all the major rides like 2 times NITRO, KING DA KA, El TORO WAS AWESOME. They were all spanish and i was the only chink but it didn't really matter, when am i not the only chink in groups. Been hangin out with wendy and eric all the time too i love them. I can't explain it but when i'm with them it's different...it's better. We went to lake george...and that was hm....can't explain that either.

So i actually have plans for me, for my future. I hope that works out but for now i need to get my GED over with....and get in touch with jonathan YEA JAI THE ONLY ONE WHO READS THIS. Honestly if u got the wrong impression that i hate u, just becuase i was that day in the park i was having an attitude ur wrong. You were my friend too, i'm not that cold blooded even if i called u fatass and said that u were a follower i half didnt' mean that lmao. I KIDD PLEASE DON"T ME GO TO SCHOOL BY MYSELF!!

SUCKED ASS!! THX MAZEN!!!

"Next" was not worth going to the movies for and ghost rider was garbage. Just had to get that outta my system.

What is your earliest memory? 
Submitted by Megan.

I think my earliest memory was when i was living with my parents, cusin and her mom. I remember my cusin and i drawing all over the living rooms walls, and i remember we drew a male vampire and a female vampire next to eachother getting married. We also said that those two would come out of the wall and get married in our living room when we go to sleep that night, so we rushed into our rooms locking our doors scared to death and went to sleep. I think that was my earliest one i can remember.

One of the greatest things in life i think... is finding those people who make up who you are. Having  crowds of friends is unnecessary but then again if i was never in a crowd i would've not found those 3-5 people that stood next to me when the crowd left. Without ever knowing their existence i cannot withstand life. I strongly believe that the people in our life influences the way we think and act. I am truely thankful and blessed that i have my friends and family.

Just wanted get that out of my mind, before my brian decides to undergo self-destruction and explodes from thinking too much. Life itself for me.. is just the daily routine. I just want to get away so bad, i say that to myself constantly.

Nevertheless, I won't let that get me down. Can't wait for the arrival of november =D